i dont know

ok so its been getting to me and im going to let it out. ive been hideing who i really am behind some fonie bullcrap that i thought would help me find who i am, and guess what? im just kidding myself. everyone says that im the only one that can make the change about my self, but im so caught up in my fake world thinking that i belong there and i dont. my parents are the best but i have problems talking to them about my problems and its just so hard because, i feel like there just going to judge me like everyone else in the world dose when they get the first glance. im trying so hard to be who people want me to be that i dont even know who DARLEEN KATHRINE DOLBEE is. i just need help im so lost and confused i dont know what to do any more and it sux. i think ive like copeid what ive said over and over again sorry!

Wow

so this week is the last week of summer! im happy but yet sad...happy because i wont be so flipen bored :]! sad because i wontr be working that many hours and my paychecks will be cut in half :[...

so are grandma susan is here for the week :D supper happy i will be able to spend lots ans lots of time with her before and after work WOOT...

well im so happy im going to be a senor this year last year of school and LAME dress codes! and after that im going to join the army reserves with me sista! woot and we were thinking of doing the buddy system its where we go to the same bootcamp and same platoon and everything yay! its going to be supper amazing then im going to go to collage to become a PASTRY CHEF and make people love the yummy things i make

so far ive made da bomb cookies there really good with garadelli chocolate!
red vevlet chocolate cupcakes with butter cream frosting SO yummy!
and last but not least carrot cake cupcakes with cream cheese frosting
wow can i say delisious!!!! my mommy and daddy liked all three things i made! it makes me so happy to know that people like what i make!

well me and grandma susan are going to make yummy candy necklaces!!!!

i'll get back at you soon

so...

well its going to be soon i will be a senior! ahh i cant wait so far that i know of i dont have to make up any classes! woot and that means i might only have 4 classes! that means A days and B days will be half days hope fully!!!!!!! woot!

so im sitting here watching my dad play his game! and i come to realize that my summer has been some what eventfull but things that i would like to do soon is:

the beach

grandmas house

midnight s'mores with karissa!

and hope fully that will all happen in one weekend that would be so awsome!

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